Wednesday, October 24, 2012

Do you?

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Do you know that I can't help but think of you every time I walk to work in the morning, knowing you used to walk the same walk?

Do you feel my heart break when I hear a song that reminds me of you?

Do you know that a little piece of me aches and cries when someone says Maggie looks like you?

Do you see me struggle without you?

Do you hear me talking to you? Asking for help? Just saying hello?

Do you know that I don't like to go to the cemetery because I hate seeing your name in stone?

Do you know that I hate that I feel like no one understands?

Do you see me hurting, aching, and keeping it inside?

Do you want to reach out and hug me and tell me it will all be okay?

Do you know that with each day that passes, I miss you more?

Do you feel my anger?  Do you resent me when it's directed at you?

Do you know that I will never, ever get over you?



8 comments:

  1. Tears everywhere.

    I wish I could say something that would ease your pain.

    No person who's absence is so painful could have been anything short of remarkable. Your mom must have been an amazing woman. I am so sorry for your loss.

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  2. My heart is breaking for you. As always, know that I'm just an email away. xoxox

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  3. My heart breaks for you. Sending huge hugs and lots of love.

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  4. My hearts hurts for you. I can't even imagine but I know you are obviously still in so much pain and grief over your loss. Sending you lots of hugs and prayers.

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  5. Would you consider speaking with a grief counselor since you are hurting so much?

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